Confuse

If you have a strong relationship ever..would it be useful for your future? or it just an obstruction for yourself to achieve a good life? Such a weird world we living in. When you get what you want, and suddenly you just threw it away..such an idiot person to make a decision like that isn't it? What kind of person are you? Are you the one who appreciate a long lasting relationship or you are the the type of person that I discuss about? But somehow in this wide world, I believe that there is still a person who did care about other people feeling no matter how they met each other or what brings them together. All they need is lesson and a good karma. Every gentleman need a decent lady, how about the vice versa? God plan is very interesting isn't it?

2015

Everything seems new..feels like yesterday all that black history crushed and destroy my life in a blink of eyes. And yeah..its 2015, new book and new life as usual. A cliche question..What is your new year resolutions? My answer would be...fix the past. As you know, you need to be good to your past so you can make a great move for your future, and for sure i want to be happy and not being lonely. Its hard living in a world that you yourself couldn't understand. Me..myself also haven't figure out what happen in a year or two.. everything went by so fast like a roller coaster and you wouldn't know when its stop. I am not sure whether i need to feel the happiness or just lonely. How about you?

blank note for ex

Although you no longer mine I cant never forget you The way you call my name Feel as if you're still there Deep in my heart You still have me For me..right here i always pray for you So that you will not continue to hurt yourself anymore You're happy encounter Although I was not there with you Don't be mad.. I will always be there From a distance you'll mine From a distance I still loving you One world, against our love Finally we separated... I am not regret loving you I wish you well in life