Friday, August 27, 2010

im scared too care too much,to miss too much, too feel that rush once more, to love again at the risk of getting hurt. but what i fear most is the thought of you leaving me, when i've already conquered those fears for you...:(

im like a shadow..im always here to accompany u every step of the way. but do u knw the difference between shadow and me? i'd still be here even there's no light to shine anymore..

Monday, August 16, 2010

no idea

They say past is past. we need to move on to see the future.But how can we move on when our past is the only thing we ever wanted in the future...
miss you Mr. alone n lonely

Thursday, August 12, 2010

ouh my home



i just watched my lil' brother videos that i've recorded few months ago..
suddenly i miss my home...i mean my real home...!
i miss my family so bad...i wanna go home...
seriously....
i miss my mum...i want her hug...her warm hug that can make me fall asleep instantly...
i miss her cooked...sooo bad... :(
i wanna go home!!
i miss both of my brothers...ouhhh...tears coming out already...
my lil' sis...i miss you so bad bitch...!
miss the chit-chat before sleep..gossiping...
talking...heart to heart...ouhhh.... :'(
and...father...i miss you .. even though we are fighting...and not closed as the old time did...i miss you. i wish time will cure this relationship..
but...seriously i need my MOM...my home...i miss her so much...
i wanna go back......
actually i feel a bit jealous about my cousin..he can go back anytime he want without feels any worried about his financial or anything...lucky you man...

mom..wish you were here...
dont worry...im safe in here...
I MISS YOU...
:(

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

dont be so heartless




its confusing actually...
*sigh*

its all about u..
try to GIVE & TAKE okay...

understand all around u..
ME..everything...

concern...
loving and lovable...
take care of each other feeling...

i bruise easily...so be gentle when u handle me...

but...i love you anyway..
***********

try to comfort my heart..
careful! it's FRAGILE!