Tuesday, July 27, 2010

its her talking too much..

such a short time meeting my old friend..
she asking me why i didn't continue my study..
and i answer short n simple..i don't have anything to achieve...
and shes replying.. "I've got so many things that aren't complete! how come you have all things has been done! Crazy U!'
okay...listen..actually i have so many things to do rather than study...(sounds like i am a lazy person..urgghh..whatever!)
there are some personal stuff that i have to settle down...A LOT of personal stuff...
and she asking me again...'what are those??..more important than your study?'
i cant mention it right here..let it P&C..
after letting her know my personal stuff thingy...she ask me again last question before we end our conversation that night..'if you were given money...u don't want to continue ur study right...??(shes laughing)n that was the last thing you do before u die...on ur own...(sounds scary)what would u do...
and then...im taking out my cigarette...light it up...n say...
Crazy u....dont say like that...!u should say it was the beginning of ur life??!!
then we were laughing like hell...hahaha...
i will applying a scuba diving license ... urm...going to Maldives island....travelling around Europe..Make my family comfortable with their lives...thats all...
and then she's looking at me like seeing something scary..."is it??? only that....ughh...so simple...but sure nice n memorable..." bring me along okay...hahahaaha...*we both laughing*

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

just filling up the empty spaces

Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should have been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We're just warming up...:)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

te quiero me amor

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest.
I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me porridge , soup n juice when I’m sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times.
I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he’d still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say.
A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume.
I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain.
I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other.
I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up.
I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I’m on the phone.
I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I’ve got him soaked.
I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I’m sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me. and hopefully its you my dear..