appreciate me

Mommy...
today i am 4 months old..
i have toes and i am a girl mommy..please dont be sad..
Mommy.. what is that doctor saying mommy? what is an abortion?
Mommy i love you. Mommy i can fall asleep to your heartbeat..
Mommy..what is that liquid mommy?
it makes my heartbeat slower and slower....
mommy i feel pain..!!
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Mommy....do you love me??
Mommy i am now in heaven mommy...save in God hands..
Now i am understand what an abortion is..God told me that..
Mommy why didn't you want me? Why don't you love me?
Mommy why can't I ever see the light of day?
Mommy I still love you..
Mommy God will take care of me now and I will be loved
Mommy today is my birthday..
I am 5 years old now and I still don't understand why you didn't want me mommy..
Mommy! You came to see me Mommy!
Mommy what happened to you? You don't know your little girl anymore mommy?
You don't love me Mommy? Why did I have to die Mommy?