ouh my home

i just watched my lil' brother videos that i've recorded few months ago..
suddenly i miss my home...i mean my real home...!
i miss my family so bad...i wanna go home...
seriously....
i miss my mum...i want her hug...her warm hug that can make me fall asleep instantly...
i miss her cooked...sooo bad... :(
i wanna go home!!
i miss both of my brothers...ouhhh...tears coming out already...
my lil' sis...i miss you so bad bitch...!
miss the chit-chat before sleep..gossiping...
talking...heart to heart...ouhhh.... :'(
and...father...i miss you .. even though we are fighting...and not closed as the old time did...i miss you. i wish time will cure this relationship..
but...seriously i need my MOM...my home...i miss her so much...
i wanna go back......
actually i feel a bit jealous about my cousin..he can go back anytime he want without feels any worried about his financial or anything...lucky you man...

mom..wish you were here...
dont worry...im safe in here...
I MISS YOU...
:(